Sunday was weird. I had the day off and I decided I needed to spend time at home with Sippi and myself. I had a "me" day. I LOVE them. I didn't do anything special. I didn't even paint my nails. I laid around all day on my sofa and caught up on tivo. I worked out. I ate pizza rolls and drank 4 diet cokes. I went to my mom's with Avery and decorated for Halloween. After that, I worked out for the first time in so long that I'm embarrassed to admit the true time to myself.
During all of this I had a weird feeling. It was a feeling I remember having my freshman year about this same time of year. I decided to go back through my tumblr page and it reminded me of the person I was two years ago. I was so confused and lost and emotional. I feel that way again to some extent. I'm not saying I wasn't happy then because I was but I had this very stressed relationship with myself. Does that make sense? Probably not but I'm kind of going through it again. Granted I'm in a much much better place than I was then, but the feeling is still there. It's very strange and I'm trying to figure it out.
If anyone wants to go through my tumblr page I'd definitely start with page one.
Whewwwww
Nice to get that out.
xoxo Laney
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